"It was right then that I started thinking about Thomas Jefferson on the Declaration of Independence and the part about our right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

And I remember thinking how did he know to put the pursuit part in there? That maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue and maybe we can actually never have it.

- The Pursuit of Happyness

I’ve been seeking happiness all my life, it maybe one of the biggest reasons I became suicidal and depressed.

What I realized though, is that happiness is not something you are just born with or something that you just come by -  you have to pursue it.

7.25.2014

It’s amazing how fast smokers bond.
No matter where you are, no matter which country you’re in, no matter which language you speak,
Just the fact that you have a cigarette in your mouth builds an instant connection with another smoker.
Maybe it’s because you share the guilt of doing something that you both know is bad.
It’s odd.

7.23.2014

888mg dxm x 217.5mg oxy

7.23.2014

I can’t so thjs

7.23.2014

Started with two, just two.

Then took 3… I didn’t feel it…
Just 6 more… I think I feel it now…
And 9 more…. Oh my, this is it..

Oh fuck.. I’m out…
More …
I want more…
I need more…
I need more….

I’m able to talk about her, but I want to protect something that I respect in my life

(Source: andrewgarfielddaily, via stylestreetfashion)

07.22.2014

Inspiration.
I want to become a doctor. I will not give up on my dream.
Will remember this day and will chase my dream.

www.cnn.com/2011/HEALTH/06/13/mid.life.doctors/ I’m going to do this. I can do it.
Tickets to the heaven

Tickets to the heaven

7.21.2014

Fight the pain during the day;
Experience the heaven at night.

7.20.2014

Oh lord
I love them oxys.

Oh fuck I feel so good.
I missed this feeling way too much.

I miss you

7.19

Can you just make love to me like there is no tomorrow?

7.18.2014

Tripped
Realized

Dkme

07.18.2014

Happy tripping Friday.

07.17.2014

I want to touch you

I want to grab you

I want to kiss you

I want to lick you

I want you inside me.